I try to hold this tear to drop
So I am just crying inside
Trying to act like I am not affected at all
By all the things happen
So I am just crying inside
Trying to act like I am not affected at all
By all the things happen
But deep inside my heart
I feel the pain
And I need to heal faster
To wake up and walk again
Searching new path
To bring me there
I feel the pain
And I need to heal faster
To wake up and walk again
Searching new path
To bring me there
I leave it to Him
The Almighty
To decide the best for me
The right path to be
He always knows the best
Understand me enough
That I am not prepared
To leave my comfort zone
And jump to the new world
The Almighty
To decide the best for me
The right path to be
He always knows the best
Understand me enough
That I am not prepared
To leave my comfort zone
And jump to the new world
O Allah
Show me the way
Where I can carry my dream
To be a better me
Show me the way
Where I can carry my dream
To be a better me
p/s: Finally the tear drop when one of my-unexpected-student came and said she will felt my missing.
p/s/s: All the things happen for a reason. Just swallow it and keep moving :-)
My dream to find my ex-housemate back in 2007 should be forgotten at the moment ;(
